Lorde nije dete Lorde
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Lorde nije dete

Sada je i zvanično

Lorde je pažnju na sebe privukla još kao šesnestogodišnjakinja. Danas je napunila dvadeset, a svoj rođendan dočekala je pišući esej o tom iskustvu. Ova vanredno talentovana devojka sebi je dala godinu dana kako bi sagledala veliki uspeh koji joj se dogodio, videla ko je ona sada, kao i kako želi da nastavi. 

Prijatelj portala MjuzNews nedavno je sreo Lorde, odnosno Ellu kako joj je pravo ime, na žurci u Njujorku. Susret je bio vrlo neposredan i utisak koji nam je o njoj preneo zaista se uklapa sa pismom koje smo dobiili. Ostavljamo prostor da je reč o veoma pametnom načinu da se počne kampanja oko novog albuma, ali svakako volimo Lorde više nego ikada. Znali smo da nije mala dok nam je pevala na prvom albumu I'm kinda older than I was when I revelled without a care (Teamili And I am only as young as the minute is full of it (Tennis Court), ali sada je vidimo još zreliju. Sve to naš čini izuzetno nestrpljivim, ali i uverenim da će njen drugi album biti vredan čekanja.

Tekst vam prenosimo u celosti, a možete ga videti i originalno postavljenog na linku OVDE.
Tomorrow I turn 20, and it’s all I’ve been able to think about for days. I walk around the city, up by the park and by the health food store and down into the subway, this new age hanging in front of my eyes like two of those Mylar balloons that never come down. Can people see it, I wonder, that I’m about to cross over? On the subway I stare at boys I want to kiss and girls I want to hug. Do you see me?
I’m eating raspberries sitting up in bed, thinking about watching The Crown, and I probably should have written something nicer ages ago but my head is so full of lyrics and drums these days that this is all I can manage. But it feels very important I write to you, for some reason.
I was 16 when most of us met. Can you believe it? I laugh thinking about that me now - that glossy idiot god, princess of her childhood streets, handmade and ugly and sure of herself.
All my life I’ve been obsessed with adolescence, drunk on it. Even when I was little, I knew that teenagers sparkled. I knew they knew something children didn’t know, and adults ended up forgetting.
Since 13 I’ve spent my life building this giant teenage museum, mausoleum maybe, dutifully wolfishly writing every moment down, and repeating it all back like folklore. And now there isn’t any more of it. 
(*insert that emoji that looks like it's eating its own face with worry, and also the one with sunglasses, and maybe also the poo*)
And I know, I know! There’s different stuff. Stuff that’s just as good, maybe better, just in a different way. If I’m being real with myself, in some ways I stopped feeling like a teenager a while ago.
Sometime in the last year or so, part of me crossed over. For one thing, I made a very deliberate choice to withdraw for a little while from a public life. I haven’t had my hair or makeup done in a year, the free handbags dried up LONG ago, and the paparazzi at the airport are almost always for someone else. And let me tell you, as much as I love being full noise album cycle girl, it's been a motherfucking joy. (every once in a while I am recognised on the street - one of you breathlessly clutches my hand, shaking and speaking quickly, and I feel this SHOCK of love.)
I turned inwards to my friends, my family, towards this moment, so I could learn more about who I was, and so I could let this new project show itself to me. 
And oh my god, it was a colossal year! One for the ages. I maxed out every single emotion I have in the best possible way, the colours still aching behind my eyes like this weird blissful hangover.
My heart broke. I moved out of home and into the city and I made new friends and started to realize that no-one is just good or bad, that everyone is both. I started to discover in a profound, scary, blood-aching way who I was when I was alone, what I did when I did things only for myself. I was reckless and graceless and terrifying and tender. I threw sprawling parties and sat in restaurants until the early hours, learning what it’s like to be an adult, even talking like one sometimes, until I caught myself. All I wanted to do was dance. I whispered into ears and let my eyes blaze on high and for the first time I felt this intimate, empire-sized inner power.
And then I wrote a record about it, all of it, so much more than what I’ve written down here, and I’m in new york getting it done. And tomorrow, I’m not a kid any more, and more and more I'm realizing that the weirdness of those Mylar balloons is going to be okay.
Writing Pure Heroine was my way of enshrining our teenage glory, putting it up in lights forever so that part of me never dies, and this record - well, this one is about what comes next. 
I want nothing more than to spill my guts RIGHT NOW about the whole thing - I want you to see the album cover, pore over the lyrics (the best I’ve written in my life), touch the merch, experience the live show. I can hardly stop myself from typing out the name. I just need to keep working a while longer to make it as good as it can be. You'll have to hold on. The big day is not tomorrow, or even next month realistically, but soon. I know you understand.
Oh my god it's midnight now!!! I'm 20 fuck!!!!! And my perfect little brother Angelo is 15!! Happy birthday, kid. Sorry your sister is so weird and emotional in public all the time.
What i'm trying to say is: this is a special birthday. The party is about to start. I am about to show you the new world.
I love you forever. 


Dugo smo pokušavali da se odlučimo za pesmu kojom bi ilustrovali ovu vest. Na kraju, to je jedna ne samo nama draga, već i manje popularna, pa se nadamo da će za nju saznati neko ko je možda Lorde poznavao samo po albumu Pure Heroine. Evo još lepše verzije pesme Easy, iako je i u Son Lux originalu sjajna.